still no response.
so uhh... henry still hasnt called me. damn. so i dont know what that means...or if it means anything at all. but yea, i won't be the one calling him either. i don't understand why he's being like this, but whatever, until he changes his attitude i really don't care about whatever is up his ass. and if he wants to break up, all he has to do is say the word and im there.
but yea. i went to that interview yesterday. i was up for an assistant manager position, but i have no retail experience whatsoever. so umm. i hope they call me back. im sick of not working. worst case scenerio i could always go bak to WOW. i know they always need ppl. anyways, i need to start makin money soon. i have 6 months ahead of me of not going to school. and i really need to get my butt in some textbooks in the meantime. cuz i have to pass chemistry this time around. thats what i plan on doing anyways... keeping up with my bio and passing chemistry. lol. i know that i have what it takes to go to med school. ive just gotten majorly sidetracked. but i think this time off is going to be great for me. i think i needed it. i know bak in tampa it would have just been me not caring and living it up. but i can't do that. and i can't have my mom pay for that. anyways, im just annoyed rite now to have so much free time. but it'll be alright.
and on the henry thing... hmm... maybe we both need a break for a while. its almost been a year. i was thinking of flying him down. but now im thinking maybe he needs to stay up there. wat good is it going to do him to come down and have to go back up? and i dont know if i want to see him at all right now. i feel bad for thinking that, but its the truth. and now that i dont know where we're at it rings even more true.
wun luv
but yea. i went to that interview yesterday. i was up for an assistant manager position, but i have no retail experience whatsoever. so umm. i hope they call me back. im sick of not working. worst case scenerio i could always go bak to WOW. i know they always need ppl. anyways, i need to start makin money soon. i have 6 months ahead of me of not going to school. and i really need to get my butt in some textbooks in the meantime. cuz i have to pass chemistry this time around. thats what i plan on doing anyways... keeping up with my bio and passing chemistry. lol. i know that i have what it takes to go to med school. ive just gotten majorly sidetracked. but i think this time off is going to be great for me. i think i needed it. i know bak in tampa it would have just been me not caring and living it up. but i can't do that. and i can't have my mom pay for that. anyways, im just annoyed rite now to have so much free time. but it'll be alright.
and on the henry thing... hmm... maybe we both need a break for a while. its almost been a year. i was thinking of flying him down. but now im thinking maybe he needs to stay up there. wat good is it going to do him to come down and have to go back up? and i dont know if i want to see him at all right now. i feel bad for thinking that, but its the truth. and now that i dont know where we're at it rings even more true.
wun luv