Some people simply have no capacity to see things outside of themselves. No desire to help themselves, or even begin to help themselves and expect others to do the helping for them. Some people are unwilling (and at this point I believe it is unwilling and not unable) to let go of the past, because, well that would mean taking responsibility for ( Read more... )

The title of the post kind of sums it all up. I went through the day feeling very 'mild'- quite calm, which considering the way some things went, is quite the miracle. I was either suffering from apathy, or genuinely not rising to anything that happened. It wasn't any kind of emotional detachment though, so I would say it wasn't apathy. It was ( Read more... )

I feel an incredible sense of peace after Saturday afternoon. It was the first time I had seen two very good friends in far too long. We spent the afternoon just chilling out, sharing news, catching up. We shouldn't leave it so long next time. That followed a morning conversation with Mum who asked if I wanted to have a pendant with some of Dad's ( Read more... )

I write these in the morning of the following day because I spend the time reflecting as I'm settling down to end the day and let it drift away into the next... So yesterday ( Read more... )