It has been a while...
I know I should write and would really like to, but I do not have the time nor energy to do so now. Though I will give a brief and disorganized overview of the last month. I came back from Texas and stayed with Elcer, Marciella, Mike, Merideth, and Lucas in a two bedroom apartment for a week. It was pretty much a 7 day party. On Monday I moved into Dena's and got a new job- "The Fund." We raise money for environmental non-profit organizations. I canvas (go door to door asking people for money.) On the weekends, I normally end up working both days doing something or other. On the same Monday, I started hanging out with Andrew Wicker. We have been monogamously dating for over a week now. I'm not really feeling it. I mean he's a great guy, I really enjoy spending time with him, and I do like him, but I don't want to be dating right now. I'm too annoyed all the time. We'll see... Zach and I are hanging out more frequently. I enjoy his company now that we have gotten past most of the awkwardness. I think we are pretty much on the same page. I'm actually looking forward to us being at college together. I'm certainly looking forward to going to college. I'm so over being here. I rarely enjoy the company of anyone anymore, and am ultimately bored with everything. In this situation I would normally seek a change of surroundings, but, at this point I don't have the motivation- I'm leaving in 39 days. I'm just trying to wrap things up. When I leave I want an absolute feeling of closure. I want nothing left undone, no loose ends. For once in my life I want to feel like I'm leaving instead of running.