Cold Hearted Scoundrel, you are my Best friend.

[cealasiocht]

Despite how much fun I had running around windsor this weekend...

I dunno...

I feel so utterly inadequate. Incapiable. Inept. Powerless.

And like a raving lunatic at times.
It was reassuring to be told that Crazy people dont think they're crazy...

I just...

I cant. I cant do anything. I always get the feeling that everything I want I cant have, every good I want to do I fail at, every just thing I try to do is doomed before it starts.

So tired of this feeling.