Ergh.
Well the good mood frome earlier has been slightly spoiled.
Working at the Dollar Store today, some one from my past came in. A painful reminder of how stupid I was not but a little over 2 years ago.
Carl.
All I got was a glance, and in the spance of a few seconds it overwhelmed me. I think what hurt the most was that the situation between he and I was never quite resolved and I think I shattered any possibility of a friendship by telling him I liked him a lot.
All I remember him saying was that he didnt feel the same way. I dont remember what else happened from there, but its that single defining moment for me.
I cant/wont remember what exactly caused the friendship I wanted to build to fall appart, but...
Ouches, yo. Just... Ouch.
Kinda like reading over my old journal entries. from the paper journal i didnt destroy when I fell appart. Just... being reminded of painful events, things I never took the time to resolve, things I just burried deep inside.
I need an audit.
Working at the Dollar Store today, some one from my past came in. A painful reminder of how stupid I was not but a little over 2 years ago.
Carl.
All I got was a glance, and in the spance of a few seconds it overwhelmed me. I think what hurt the most was that the situation between he and I was never quite resolved and I think I shattered any possibility of a friendship by telling him I liked him a lot.
All I remember him saying was that he didnt feel the same way. I dont remember what else happened from there, but its that single defining moment for me.
I cant/wont remember what exactly caused the friendship I wanted to build to fall appart, but...
Ouches, yo. Just... Ouch.
Kinda like reading over my old journal entries. from the paper journal i didnt destroy when I fell appart. Just... being reminded of painful events, things I never took the time to resolve, things I just burried deep inside.
I need an audit.