well im all confused again
im all confused again and i dont know what to do. i feel like shit cause as i thought things were getting better things just got worse. mr. king is finally starting to chage jsut as i think that im falling back in love with mark. why oh why cant things be simple why oh why do things always come down to how i feel about mark or how i feel about mr. king. and why cant i brush off the feelign i have for jp and why can boyfriends be so minuplating that it completly changes the person. wow hat was off the subject of me but anyway im sick of being confused and i wanna cry. i think i might start going to therpy but i dont know if i can just open up and talk to people that i dont know but maybe it will help me understand why things are going the way they are in my life. that might help. or maybe i can cut myself off from all my friends until the rest of the year and see how i feel when it is all said and done. hum maybe that will work well i would hve to start that after thanksgiving cause i cant miss out on great food. but i might just do that. hum.....
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