i dont understand.. i jus want someone 2love me n care 4me more than anything else...
im not getting sucked back into what doesnt exist again. there's no such thing as "together w/out the title." n its 2late 2try. ive been tryin 4the past 2months n look where its gotten me! i cant try anymore, i have no hope left. i mean i wana try i guess, but its no use b/c ull nvr give n or decide u 4sure want 2b w/me... officially that is, like with the title...
jus please stop. i dont want u2b nice n sweet again all of a sudden jus b/c of what i said. it's not real, n like if i hadnt said anything we would still b fighting n arguing n everything else. i dont want 2give up, but i need 2give in n stop tryin 2make things work when its obvious that u dont want more than what currently exists. "together without the title" to me means non-official couples doing what u call "couple" or "bf and gf" things, which we DONT do.
but then again idk where all of this is coming from or y its all jus comin out like this at this time. im afraid of closure but im jus as afraid of stayin around and holdin on. i dont believe n relationships, marriage (which, ok, doesnt apply to us, but it helps n this situation), n sometimes i dont even believe in love between a man and a woman b/c of experiences of my own and of others that ive encountered. i have a major trust issue, u kno that. im scared of relationships, im how i was b4 i met u. im scared ur gonna hurt me again or more, n im only tryin 2protect myself n avoid the pain.
jus please stop. i dont want u2b nice n sweet again all of a sudden jus b/c of what i said. it's not real, n like if i hadnt said anything we would still b fighting n arguing n everything else. i dont want 2give up, but i need 2give in n stop tryin 2make things work when its obvious that u dont want more than what currently exists. "together without the title" to me means non-official couples doing what u call "couple" or "bf and gf" things, which we DONT do.
but then again idk where all of this is coming from or y its all jus comin out like this at this time. im afraid of closure but im jus as afraid of stayin around and holdin on. i dont believe n relationships, marriage (which, ok, doesnt apply to us, but it helps n this situation), n sometimes i dont even believe in love between a man and a woman b/c of experiences of my own and of others that ive encountered. i have a major trust issue, u kno that. im scared of relationships, im how i was b4 i met u. im scared ur gonna hurt me again or more, n im only tryin 2protect myself n avoid the pain.