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dont make things more difficult than they already r. i NEED 2move on and break outta this circle, im TRYING 2do whats best 4me and 4us. i have NO IDEA what u want anymore. all i kno is that i dont want things 2b like this. we always fite n makeup n then fite n make uo n so on n so on, but we're not goin anywhere w/it all n nothing ever gets better. thats not doin it 4me. u said u dont understand my problem. well here it is, im layin it on the line one last time: im attached 2u, strongly, unavoidably, ridiculously, emotionally attached. n ur not, plain and simple, or if u r u have a damn straight awkward way of showing it. im tired of fightin all the time 4nothing. some couples fight 2keep relationships alive, but ours (the one i USED 2kno) died a long time ago. n the old cory vanished w/it. idk, i guess u realized u dont wana b tied down like u were, n thats y it was ok 4us 2b "together without the title." but thats not what i want, n we've both known that 4the past 2months since we've been officially separated. damn it 2bad i fuckin have 2LEAVE NOW and CANT FINISH! uHGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH! damn ITTTTT
"ohhh, a downward spiral, like hell!"- roo.
"ohhh, a downward spiral, like hell!"- roo.