I have a serious problem...
Today I had a little shopping adventure. Sounds harmless, picking up a thank you gift, a birthday gift and something for me! Somehow it came out to spending about $150 in less then two hours. I had to get a birthday gift for my cousin because I am hanging out with him all weekend in Maine! Wooohooo! Sunday River trip is FINALLY here! I'm soooo excited! I've been waiting for this since October! I bought a new bathing suit, no not just for the trip that happens to have a bunch of colleges guys going on it..., I need a new one for this summer in Nantucket. Which I am also excited for and can't wait. But snowboarding trip... ahhh! All weekend, kickass, parrot head weekend too! Craziness! I can't wait to go snowboarding! I have a killer board and equipment that I get to use/borrow for free (thank you!) so that makes it even better not having to worry about renting stuff. The bathing suit's from Ralph Lauren (come on you should all realize this by now!) It's awesome, black with the polo symbol in multicolours all over it. The thank you gift is in the form of a gift card, fucking craziest gift card I've ever seen! It's a triangle, a chunk of plastic triangle. Not gonna lie, it's awesome. I hit on the guy working there so that I would get more stickers haha. The guys working in Lacoste made fun of me because I was wearing Ralph instead of Lacoste and told me not to wear that in their store next time I stop by. I had fun with those guys, they couldn't make fun of me too much because I was buying something which pays their salary! Yeah that sums up my shopping for a while now... although I just figured out that if I don't go to prom I could use that money and buy a new board, boots and bindings! Stupid prom.
Christopher, I love and miss you dearly.
*Ever think that maybe I've been hurt or screwed over just as much? Am also afraid of getting hurt again too, I know you didn't mean to... but you did. Take a risk, could be worth it. *
*You don't know how much someone means to you until you try to replace them and realize that no one can.*