....Suddenly Distant....

[cbressler1976]

Sometimes I am speechless
at the thought of ever being alive
Sometimes I cry insanely
of ever living the lie
Sometimes I can feel you
and sometimes u cry
Sometimes I am suddenly distant
as you walk by
Sometimes I find myself hardened
by your sweat laughter
Sometimes I cannot find myself
if not for her
She lifts me up and pushes me out
and finds ways to make me feel
Sometimes it's so hard to believe
that i am not real....
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When I write....

When I write I am not alone
When I write I am more then just stone
When I write I can believe
When I write I can see
When I write I sometimes feel too much
When I write it's not enough....
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