Have decided...
...to not think about said Boy & Girl & predicament.
Too messy & hurts my head.
Is looking increasingly futile. Though i did read an interesting article in a magazine about a girl who has a simply platonic relationship with a guy friend. (obv) and sees no problem whatsoever with acting coupley and sleeping in the same bed when they stay over, and even occassional little pecks on the lips.
Course all his girlfriends pure hate her but what dya expect!
Gave me hope though. That i'm not a weirdo for being totally comfortable with Mark in that way, and being like that with him. With or without involving my feelings towards him.
In other news, watched Night is Day episode one with Donna on Propeller, twas goooood. Seen it before but so good and equally odd seeing it on tv!
Specially when the trailer for episode two came on and Donna went AHAHAHAH THAT'S MARK when Stevie came on. Lmao. Freakin weird seein him on ze big screen too.
Have been occupying time lusting after Mulder, fantasising about Alex Krykec & flirting with Patricio in work. And more recently talking again to the lovely Aaron on myspazz (who i've known for years) who looks like Anthony Kiedis. And is a good larf.
Aint spoken to Paul (london indie boy) in aaaaaages mind. Though he texted me randomly sayin GET ON MSN bout two weeks ago. And askin for pics, lol.
Not that any of these are like... yknow. I'm just bored of my single status now, i know who i want really, and can't have him, so i'm frustrated and for some reason seem to be stalking the entire male species. Beware. Seriously, lmao.
Found out Patricio can tango. Saw people do a tango on tv tonight and thought HELL YEAH that's for me. LOL.
Also... for my own curiosity, can you give someone or make someone have a stroke!?
OH AYE and i'm movin out - takin over my sister's flat - till Nov 1st, in about 2 weeks. And they have this bed:
Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
Incidently that obv aint it, but it's that style. And i'm gonna have a wall-mounted biiiiig plasma screen. And broadband. And surround sound.
Wooooooooooooo.
Embarassingly, also, when i go to say/type "Joseph & The technicolour dreamcoat" i aaaaaalways say/type JASON. Bloody Jason Donovan.
Too messy & hurts my head.
Is looking increasingly futile. Though i did read an interesting article in a magazine about a girl who has a simply platonic relationship with a guy friend. (obv) and sees no problem whatsoever with acting coupley and sleeping in the same bed when they stay over, and even occassional little pecks on the lips.
Course all his girlfriends pure hate her but what dya expect!
Gave me hope though. That i'm not a weirdo for being totally comfortable with Mark in that way, and being like that with him. With or without involving my feelings towards him.
In other news, watched Night is Day episode one with Donna on Propeller, twas goooood. Seen it before but so good and equally odd seeing it on tv!
Specially when the trailer for episode two came on and Donna went AHAHAHAH THAT'S MARK when Stevie came on. Lmao. Freakin weird seein him on ze big screen too.
Have been occupying time lusting after Mulder, fantasising about Alex Krykec & flirting with Patricio in work. And more recently talking again to the lovely Aaron on myspazz (who i've known for years) who looks like Anthony Kiedis. And is a good larf.
Aint spoken to Paul (london indie boy) in aaaaaages mind. Though he texted me randomly sayin GET ON MSN bout two weeks ago. And askin for pics, lol.
Not that any of these are like... yknow. I'm just bored of my single status now, i know who i want really, and can't have him, so i'm frustrated and for some reason seem to be stalking the entire male species. Beware. Seriously, lmao.
Found out Patricio can tango. Saw people do a tango on tv tonight and thought HELL YEAH that's for me. LOL.
Also... for my own curiosity, can you give someone or make someone have a stroke!?
OH AYE and i'm movin out - takin over my sister's flat - till Nov 1st, in about 2 weeks. And they have this bed:
Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
Incidently that obv aint it, but it's that style. And i'm gonna have a wall-mounted biiiiig plasma screen. And broadband. And surround sound.
Wooooooooooooo.
Embarassingly, also, when i go to say/type "Joseph & The technicolour dreamcoat" i aaaaaalways say/type JASON. Bloody Jason Donovan.