some good, some bad.
this week at A Space has been great. i feel almost productive again.
after tuesday, i knew i was doing the right thing. i was so much happier than i can ever remember being after an equal amount of time spent at school. afterdiscussing the show for about 20 minutes, i had a vague idea for education activities (the type of projects i worked on over the summer). by the end of the day, i had researched the technical stuff and come up with a rough outline. i plan to finish it up and work on outreach in the next two weeks, and then we will be presenting during the last two weeks of the show. and then ill start all over again. this sounds like heaven to me.
yesterday and today, we worked on installation for the show, which opens friday. i love the problem-solving and last minute tweaking. seeing everything come together is like magic.
we've also made an appointment with an immigration lawyer. the consult is pricey, but i hope it will clear up lingering questions and get me on the road to Permanent Residency (greencard). i want to be able to work.
i really dont feel like explaining the rest. the university has just made this whole thing worse, and now i have to fight about it. all i wanted to do was get out clean, but i cant let this stand.
fuck i just want it to be over and move on. i really do.
after tuesday, i knew i was doing the right thing. i was so much happier than i can ever remember being after an equal amount of time spent at school. afterdiscussing the show for about 20 minutes, i had a vague idea for education activities (the type of projects i worked on over the summer). by the end of the day, i had researched the technical stuff and come up with a rough outline. i plan to finish it up and work on outreach in the next two weeks, and then we will be presenting during the last two weeks of the show. and then ill start all over again. this sounds like heaven to me.
yesterday and today, we worked on installation for the show, which opens friday. i love the problem-solving and last minute tweaking. seeing everything come together is like magic.
we've also made an appointment with an immigration lawyer. the consult is pricey, but i hope it will clear up lingering questions and get me on the road to Permanent Residency (greencard). i want to be able to work.
i really dont feel like explaining the rest. the university has just made this whole thing worse, and now i have to fight about it. all i wanted to do was get out clean, but i cant let this stand.
fuck i just want it to be over and move on. i really do.