2014 so far
This year hasn't been the best I have to say. The amount of school work this semester is unbearable. I'm so exhausted and stress everyday all for what? I may finish this degree with no promise of a career or job. While I love my internships, neither one of them are guaranteeing me a job either. It's really frustrating and also the fact I've realized that while these internships could lead me somewhere, it's not really guaranteed any money. The kind of work that I'm doing is extremely feminine. Most of the people who want to do the kind of work that I want to do is predominately done by women. One of the million things I've learned in WMST major is the fact that women dominated jobs don't pay that well. So it looks like I have to take on more male dominated jobs in order to make more money. I want to scream so bad because I can just see myself just over analyzing the morons I'll be working with. Acting completely macho and or emotionless. As I've said before this major has made me more judgmental as person. The things I were taught just help me notice things that I hadn't before. The most interesting part is the fact is that now that I notice some of these things, they stick out so obviously that I can't believe other people don't notice. Okay I'm done with this post. I'm moving on to a wedding post next!