I can't stand my friends ...why?

[caught_a_sneeze]

I'm not sure what it is about about my friends but they just drive me NUTS. Maybe it's just me getting bitter and old, but some of the decisions they make drive me nuts. Ok, so I don't make the best choices either all the time and I get that they are different from me on what they value but for GOD SAKES why make choices that are going to stress you and your other friends out? Anywho, I thought of people that I use to be friends between the years 04-06. Man they sucked more than the friends I have now. I had NOTHING in common with these people besides the fact we liked to get high and skip school and live our lives as self destructive as possible. I use to love getting high all the time. Now I could care less about doing it ever again. I smoked once almost 2 months ago and I was disappointed with it. It wasn't fun and I hardly laughed. Afterwards, I was aggravated and fatigued and felt disgusted with myself. I don't see how someone could do this everyday and I can't fathom the idea how I did it for so many years. GOD I wish I could get those years back and figure out what I wanted out of life sooner. AFter all that said, I could use a drink. I still love getting drunk and going out of course but I don't really care to do it all the time.

WTF I'll just say it. I CANT STAND my girlfriends. Sometimes I WISH them the worst because of the choices they make. How can they be so stupid? UGh!