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I'm having panic attacks because of her.
Not full-on-I'm-going-to-die ones, but I can't breathe,
my heart races full speed, I cry, I feel like I'm choking.
I can't see my therapist until Friday at 8AM,
but I hope that I can talk to my RA today, and tell him what's
happening and get the fuck out of there.
At 7AM she woke up, turned all the lights on, bustled around
and then knocked some metal thing to the ground. It was so fucking loud.
I don't even know what it was, but still.
I eventually had to get up because I couldn't breathe,
and therefore could not sleep.
I'm freaking out.
I need out of there, and if I don't, then
I'm not sure what I'm going to do.
Help me, please? Anyone?
Not full-on-I'm-going-to-die ones, but I can't breathe,
my heart races full speed, I cry, I feel like I'm choking.
I can't see my therapist until Friday at 8AM,
but I hope that I can talk to my RA today, and tell him what's
happening and get the fuck out of there.
At 7AM she woke up, turned all the lights on, bustled around
and then knocked some metal thing to the ground. It was so fucking loud.
I don't even know what it was, but still.
I eventually had to get up because I couldn't breathe,
and therefore could not sleep.
I'm freaking out.
I need out of there, and if I don't, then
I'm not sure what I'm going to do.
Help me, please? Anyone?