figures
so james got sick sunday and has been sick ever since. he says he's feeling a little better today but had to cancel a lot of appointments with clients soo.... he's not coming up this weekend.
that figures.
i'm going to just have to stop looking forward to things, apparently, so that i don't feel like i've been crapped on when they don't happen.
working on this case study is making me want to hurt myself. it's the worst thing ever. it's almost impossible to be completely satisfied with a group project, i think, because you always have those one or two things that you would have done differently were you working by yourself. also, one of the subjects i get to talk about just happens to be the only one on which i know nothing. makes sense.
although my household equipment lab is doing a group project which might not be too bad. i don't know the other two in my group really well, but the one girl, lauren, and i do most of our labs together. she's really funny.
so i am hoping that jeff will come hang out with me at some point this week. he is frustrating sometimes. i'm like, "so you wanna drop by after work tomorrow?" and he says to call him then, and that he doesn't like to make plans in advance. and i'm like, "it's tomorrow, not like three months from now." it's such an excuse, the problem is that i can't figure out what on earth it's an excuse for. i mean, what in the world is it that he thinks is going to come up? if he was sick, or had to work late, or (God forbid) had an accident or something, i certainly would understand skipping out on dinner! ahh...
you know what, i think i just figured it out. if he doesn't make plans, then he can't forget about them. which he is notorious for doing. and even though he is too much of a *man* too apologize, i can tell he feels bad. so that must be it.
i think it's time for me to stop with this entry.
gotta get back to this case study.
that figures.
i'm going to just have to stop looking forward to things, apparently, so that i don't feel like i've been crapped on when they don't happen.
working on this case study is making me want to hurt myself. it's the worst thing ever. it's almost impossible to be completely satisfied with a group project, i think, because you always have those one or two things that you would have done differently were you working by yourself. also, one of the subjects i get to talk about just happens to be the only one on which i know nothing. makes sense.
although my household equipment lab is doing a group project which might not be too bad. i don't know the other two in my group really well, but the one girl, lauren, and i do most of our labs together. she's really funny.
so i am hoping that jeff will come hang out with me at some point this week. he is frustrating sometimes. i'm like, "so you wanna drop by after work tomorrow?" and he says to call him then, and that he doesn't like to make plans in advance. and i'm like, "it's tomorrow, not like three months from now." it's such an excuse, the problem is that i can't figure out what on earth it's an excuse for. i mean, what in the world is it that he thinks is going to come up? if he was sick, or had to work late, or (God forbid) had an accident or something, i certainly would understand skipping out on dinner! ahh...
you know what, i think i just figured it out. if he doesn't make plans, then he can't forget about them. which he is notorious for doing. and even though he is too much of a *man* too apologize, i can tell he feels bad. so that must be it.
i think it's time for me to stop with this entry.
gotta get back to this case study.