open up my eager eyes
so if i can just make it through this week...
i have the case study to work on, which is being presented on thursday. that is already sucking my will to live, so we'll see how that goes. i need to make some serious progress in my studio project because i've been ignoring it a little since the last client meeting where all the hippies came and talked about how they don't like to see buildings because they like, totally mess up your view of the trees, man. which frustrated me, because on the one hand, i feel like a project should really respond to the client's views, but on the other hand, when the client has an idiotic and impossible view of what should happen, i think it's up to me and they should just like it. i mean, i'm the one who is getting the education in this.... and daylight savings time sucks.
but this weekend has the potential to be amazing. james is almost definitely coming up to visit, and we're going down to ferrum for spring fling. i'm so excited, i don't even know what to do. i'm a little torn on whether or not to tell him about the little "oops" this past weekend, but as blair so aptly put it, "it's not like you're dating."
well, she's right. although sometimes it feels like we should be.... i need to talk to him about that. i mean, i know what he wants to do, and what's funny is, the longer it goes on, the more i kind of want it, too. the problem is that i have this vague suspicion that it's more because i just want to be with someone, and maybe less because i want to be with him specifically. that sounds really terrible, now that i think about it.
things would be infinitely easier if YOU would just get out of my head.
i keep remembering the first time i went to your apartment.
i have the case study to work on, which is being presented on thursday. that is already sucking my will to live, so we'll see how that goes. i need to make some serious progress in my studio project because i've been ignoring it a little since the last client meeting where all the hippies came and talked about how they don't like to see buildings because they like, totally mess up your view of the trees, man. which frustrated me, because on the one hand, i feel like a project should really respond to the client's views, but on the other hand, when the client has an idiotic and impossible view of what should happen, i think it's up to me and they should just like it. i mean, i'm the one who is getting the education in this.... and daylight savings time sucks.
but this weekend has the potential to be amazing. james is almost definitely coming up to visit, and we're going down to ferrum for spring fling. i'm so excited, i don't even know what to do. i'm a little torn on whether or not to tell him about the little "oops" this past weekend, but as blair so aptly put it, "it's not like you're dating."
well, she's right. although sometimes it feels like we should be.... i need to talk to him about that. i mean, i know what he wants to do, and what's funny is, the longer it goes on, the more i kind of want it, too. the problem is that i have this vague suspicion that it's more because i just want to be with someone, and maybe less because i want to be with him specifically. that sounds really terrible, now that i think about it.
things would be infinitely easier if YOU would just get out of my head.
i keep remembering the first time i went to your apartment.