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this week has been really frustrating. i went for an interview at this interior design and paint place and they absolutely loved me. they say they're gonna call me on thursday. ok fine. so the interview was tuesday so for the rest of the day and wednesday, i kept myself busy by starting a new painting (though cannot describe it. it will be revealed when it's done) and reading the 5th harry potter. the good thing is that the painting is coming along well, and i finished harry potter (hella good but darker than i expected. can't wait to get #6 from amazon soon). wednesday afternoon was depressing though cause my mom and i had a conversation about cody dying and what to do when that happens after we took him for his check up at the vet. he's fine but my mom worries just a little too much. plus it was hard to be the strong one while cody was panicking and whining while we were at the vet. he hates it there and i don't blame him. i hate the doctor's office too. anyway, thursday comes and no phone call, so i called them around 2pm. the woman who interviewed me, kim, told me that they hadn't made a decision yet and that they'd call me tomorrow. ok fine. i hang up the phone, go to aaron brothers for some art supplies that i forgot that i've needed for awhile and get back to the painting, as well as starting a new book called "the bitch posse". not sure how i feel about this book. i'm half way through it and it's about these three girls who are best friends. it switches in between when they were in high school in 1988 being total rebels and 2003 when they are all separated and don't talk to each other because of some huge traumatic event that still haunts them all. i haven't found out what the event is yet, but i'm not really in a rush to find out. oh well. the synopsis sounded good when i bought it. at least i'm reading a lot and reading faster than i used to...i think. anyway, friday is here and still no fucking phone call. i again am reading and painting til i get fed up and call them around 3. "kim is with a client, so i'll patch you into her voicemail". great. that does me a lot of good. i left her a message and now it's saturday and haven't heard anything yet. luckily last night i talked to scott's mom's friend pam and she might have a job for me at some sort of warehouse for interior design stuff. i just hope that either she or the other place calls me soon. i'm so sick of waiting and all this job searching shit. it's almost july and i still have nothing. i have less than 2 months left so i'm pretty sure that after these places, no one will hire me. *ugh* whatever. on a slightly good note, i'm really excited about getting the painting done soon, plus my mom and i went dress shopping this morning for my cousin's wedding. i think everyone already knows how excited i am for this wedding since i can't shut up about. shopping was fun but disappointing at the same time. crazy dresses, pretty dresses, nothing i liked in my size. :/ i might have to wear my old prom dress as much as i don't want to. the wedding is a formal evening wedding. eek! that means super formal. that's ok, but i really don't want to wear a prom dress even though it's the only really formal thing i have. oh well. luckily i have awhile to figure all that out.