An update of sorts.
Things have been really busy at work. There has been lots of happenings and lots of decisions to be second guessed at a later date. I passed on a job that would have been a fantastic opportunity to stay where I am for now. I don't exactly know why but I will break myself and put my needs and desires aside so as not to disappoint anyone. Sometimes, it makes me sad to be wired like this. Ala opportunity above. I am an eternal optimist and always think things are going to be better or get better. I mean come on, how long can you possibly swim against the tide before you catch a break? I know how long its been but I am waiting for it to change. I think the other thing is that after putting in a lot of years (20 to 30, depending on how you count), I would hate to leave and see it fail and for that matter would hate to see it thrive without me. That is probably one of my biggest fears, I think I am great at my job and would be devastated if I am that easily replaced. That is all for now.
*love and hugs* to all.
*love and hugs* to all.