because I don't

[cattykiss459]

It seems like everything I do has gone wrong lately. It feels like all I have been doing is hurting people. I need to change. I hurt someone I loved really bad. It's hard to think about losing something and trying to comprehend never having it again. It's very hard

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a long note from anthony

[j_rome]

I can understand what you are going through with the whole college deal and splittimg up from all your good friends.. I've watched it happen with my friends for the las three years and its so hard to keep in touch with them now... YES it's a big sacrifice you have to make for your future. Jen You've acomplished so much...something that i wish i could do that i can never go back and change. I know that your brother is looking down from the high mists of heaven smiling for the accomplishments and smiling faces you've made. I've known you for a while now and you have got to be one of the sweetest caring pereson I've never known I just regret running out on your back in the day... I had some family problems and i just didnt know what to do. I just kinda dissapered from all of my old friends and i regret that! I'm just so thankful that i got in touch with you again... Your on the right track now. Things are going to get irratable at times but i know you, and that you can pull it off just dont ever think of making the same mistake i did...Have all the fun you can and get all of the schooling you can ...granted I can still go to college but there are going to be the long nights for me thinking about all of the traditional highschool memories i could of had but cant now, like walking across he stage and getting my diploma while all of my friends and family were there cheering me on for all of those years of work,or even going to prom with a star crossed lover. Jen all i basically have to say is that you have amazed me in what you have accomplished and i wish the best for you. Maybe sometime down the road years from now our paths will cross instead of just growing up and forgetting each other. Do the best in all you do... <3 anthony