Feb 05, 2004 16:56
So we've found a house....
I've said goodbye to the apartment, with the memories of my cat dying in my arms, and the "living room" in which we "Ice Dance"d.
Now I say goodbye to the toilet I'd throw up in before walking upstairs when I came home drunk &felt sick, the stairs I'd trip over while running down to let you in, the fireplace in which we slept in front of but a year ago, the bathroom wall in which you....
The closet I cried in for hours when you turned down my pleas...
I'll make new memories now in a new home; a smaller, but blank canvas of a room.
Obviously, this is fate...I have to start over. I have...and now it's closer to complete.
-There are so many foreshadows in my life. Don't forget to breathe.