Feb 04, 2004 17:00
I'm such an idiot. You see, I thought all of this was perhaps fate being on my side? Maybe life starting to perk up, &the things I want falling into my lap?
Sigh...
I should have known they'd just fuse back.
So...Everyone's so excited about VD...I was, because this was going to be the first time I actually didn't want presents, or a valentine, or love...
Well...that's over.
I'm lonely.
&I don't want to date.
No one is "I-can't-let-them-go, I-must-throw-a-quarter-at-them" wonderful.
I don't know about all this...
-Wah. Wah. Wah.