All The Windows Are The Same

[catseatbees]

I was trying to encourage the staples to bite
but they stood up on the edges of
the canvas like little metal
nipples, and I took the
20 X 20 square and
threw it down the hall
and smashed it against the tiles,
and I ripped and kicked
and slammed my own self
just because.

Now there are pieces
in the trash
and I am doing homework
minus one painting
while waiting for
a sinus infection to
arrive.

There are Norwegian children
in my headphones telling me
to calm down, but the
nails are standing up
next to my foot
and outside the cars are rolling
like dirty assholes and I just
can't figure out what
the fuck I'm writing.