Long time....oops
Yep, I know, it's been a few days. I was kind of busy/my computer was having more issues. But, let's hope the computer issues are gone for good. In order to"pay" for my computer being fixed, dad has said I owe him 12 hours of house work. I don't really mind house work...it burns calories, right? So tomorrow, I'm waking up and starting cleaning. I have to vacuum, mop, and dust the house and clean all the bathrooms. I don't really like cleaning the bathrooms part...but oh well.
I've also been not giving myself insulin for what/if I eat. I can really feel the effects. I'm extrememly tired, thirsty, and my toes go numb. I know the long term consequences it has/will have on my health....but it's so addicting. If you could eat whatever and not absorb hardly any of the calories, losing weight pretty rapidly....wouldn't you? When I started not giving insulin to myself I thought I could stop. Now, I'm addicted, and trying desperately to stop. It, really, is like a drug. But, I started a fast today and so far it's been successful. I'm going to fast my entire spring break...with LISA! (Yaaay, go us). We're both working on our separate issues during the fast. I know we can do it. <3
I've also been not giving myself insulin for what/if I eat. I can really feel the effects. I'm extrememly tired, thirsty, and my toes go numb. I know the long term consequences it has/will have on my health....but it's so addicting. If you could eat whatever and not absorb hardly any of the calories, losing weight pretty rapidly....wouldn't you? When I started not giving insulin to myself I thought I could stop. Now, I'm addicted, and trying desperately to stop. It, really, is like a drug. But, I started a fast today and so far it's been successful. I'm going to fast my entire spring break...with LISA! (Yaaay, go us). We're both working on our separate issues during the fast. I know we can do it. <3