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hey guys, work exp. is heaps fun. yesterday i went on a flight over avalon and then oiver phillip island, and i saw gradmas house and then i did some other stuff just in the office and today i just did stuff in the office and tomorrow i get to go in the hanger and make planes and stuff. i am so excited this is like the best thing ever. so much more fun than school.
Anyways guess what... i have decided that... i think i willgo to Canada because of the experience and the going away part and the snow and there will be canadians and i just wanna go. but i still dont know if i wanna go, iu mean i always get scared thinking about it and i dunno what it'll be like and i just feel scared and then all these 'what ifs' come into my head and aaaarrrhhh i just am excited and i just dont know if i wanna go because i wanna go or for some other reasonand thatr worries me. and mum always puts doubt in my m,ind about everthing i think i m,ight wanna do . especially tjhis. wow i just realised how unsupportive mum is over everything her children are possibley considering of doing with their lives. like when i came home after thatcareers thing and said that i might wanna join the army sjhe started telling me about all the bad things she thinks are there (whichh she doesnt even know if its true) and when i first said i wanted to fly planes when i was in like yr8 she was like "oh i dunno thats danger .. blah blah" and when i said i might wanna go to camo america she was like blah blah thats not good. and now kylie is seriously like "i'm gonna be a Jillaroo (or whatever their called) and has been accepted for a traineeship and all this other stuff, mum isnt like wow thats great shes like oh ok i guess thats good., i wish mum was more supportive.... why am i writing this?... i wish mum could be more excited for me and stop making me worry about canada.,
Anyways guess what... i have decided that... i think i willgo to Canada because of the experience and the going away part and the snow and there will be canadians and i just wanna go. but i still dont know if i wanna go, iu mean i always get scared thinking about it and i dunno what it'll be like and i just feel scared and then all these 'what ifs' come into my head and aaaarrrhhh i just am excited and i just dont know if i wanna go because i wanna go or for some other reasonand thatr worries me. and mum always puts doubt in my m,ind about everthing i think i m,ight wanna do . especially tjhis. wow i just realised how unsupportive mum is over everything her children are possibley considering of doing with their lives. like when i came home after thatcareers thing and said that i might wanna join the army sjhe started telling me about all the bad things she thinks are there (whichh she doesnt even know if its true) and when i first said i wanted to fly planes when i was in like yr8 she was like "oh i dunno thats danger .. blah blah" and when i said i might wanna go to camo america she was like blah blah thats not good. and now kylie is seriously like "i'm gonna be a Jillaroo (or whatever their called) and has been accepted for a traineeship and all this other stuff, mum isnt like wow thats great shes like oh ok i guess thats good., i wish mum was more supportive.... why am i writing this?... i wish mum could be more excited for me and stop making me worry about canada.,