May 23, 2005 11:31
never thought i would be the one to say this but I dont know where to go in life.. I lost someone that i love .. I let them go but they dont want me back... they dont even want to try.. I gave them my heart.. and it is again torn to pieces... Not only once but twice.. huh maybe I will be so lucky to have it happy three times.. because three times is a charm. Well... I get to attached ... and I know now that I will never ever fall in love ever again....im going to probably live a lonely life... and never love again. but Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift. There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real.
Chris, was a great boyfriend he really was and made me feel so wonderful.. but i guess like i learned with jim... things change and people change... and sometimes the moments in life suck.. but I have to move on but right now I do not know what foot to even take the first step with.
Dear God,
Please help me find the strength to carry on
PLease bless Chris with an abundance of joy and happiness
he deserves it and bless all those who have broken hearts like me ...
Thank YOu God for putting Chris into my life ...thank you for all that you do for me.
Amen