there's a voice inside my head.
Senior year, almost over.. basically a month to go. Obviously anxious to get it over with, quickly growing more and more agitated with school as the days drag by at a slower pace than a turtle with three legs. However, it's not bad.. everyone's getting along.. Tj even comes back to school with us...
Until you ruin it. Someone no one knows, someone none of us never knew existed, even in the worst dream we can imagine. Sadly, you don't realize how much you are like your 'best friend'... as much as I know you don't want to see it. You lie and you manipulate and you back stab, yet you're just 'doing the right thing'. I miss who you used to be, so much. I miss the person who was one of my best friends. If i wasn't with Carmen, I was with you. We worked on Halloween costumes night after night.. and I learned 700 choir tour dances in one night, your carpet was so hot that we had to stand in a different place. I helped you decorate for birthday parties, went to pageants, drove through the chick fil a drive through just because. I thought that even though we grew apart, we could still end the year on a good note.
Now it's just like you've held us all under water until the last second before we breathe our last breath.
Until you ruin it. Someone no one knows, someone none of us never knew existed, even in the worst dream we can imagine. Sadly, you don't realize how much you are like your 'best friend'... as much as I know you don't want to see it. You lie and you manipulate and you back stab, yet you're just 'doing the right thing'. I miss who you used to be, so much. I miss the person who was one of my best friends. If i wasn't with Carmen, I was with you. We worked on Halloween costumes night after night.. and I learned 700 choir tour dances in one night, your carpet was so hot that we had to stand in a different place. I helped you decorate for birthday parties, went to pageants, drove through the chick fil a drive through just because. I thought that even though we grew apart, we could still end the year on a good note.
Now it's just like you've held us all under water until the last second before we breathe our last breath.