Nov 10, 2004 07:27
I think that I've decided to move to Nashville in January.
This is either going to be the worst decision of my life, or the best. I have nothing left to stay for in my eyes...
I don't want to say goodbye to you, and this is going to crush me, but I don't think I have a choice anymore. A love that I wanted so badly for 6 months is crumbling infront of my own eyes.
Maybe if I leave, you can move on and forget.
I literally cried myself to sleep last night...there's so much going on and I hate all of it.
I have so much more to say but I won't. I'm done with on-line journals, e-mail, maybe the internet all together for a while.