you could cremate me and i wouldn't feel a thing...
Wow.
So today has sucked almost completely.
School went by fine, I turned in my english essay, played a review game in World History, and played some hXc gutter ball in the pool during last hour. Ryan and I were an awesome team and we so won. Go us.
I came home and had to help with this gay-ass garage sale Debee has decided to put together. Ugh! Jordan came over to help...one of my dad's smart ideas. That was the most awkward thing maybe ever. Oh well, we didn't really talk except for a simple hello.
Then, I had to take Jordan's jacket to him back at work and I went and got food. We (being me, dad, and Debee) sat down and tried to eat dinner together. We got into this big discussion over everything. Like how Debee and I have never had a relationship, and all this crap. And she says "You probably think that I've always been trying to be on your case and everything, but that's always because you made me feel like nothing." This is coming from a 55 year old woman to a 17 year kid. I made her feel like nothing? FWTF? Yeah, not even close. Then, she says, "Well, I know that you've never had a good relationship with your step-dads." Bull shit. I love my step-dad more than anything, and at times, he's been more of a father than my own dad. ajdfkl;jfeio ahfioe hnanfu God! THEN: She tells me, "Well, we had this idea. We're going to pull money in for bills and food, but you have to put your contribution in as well." Uhh...I'm 17! I'm not paying the house bills...sorry. She was talking and making it seem like if I don't move out in January when I'm done with school that I'll be paying bills and rent. Fuck that. I'm 17, not your tenant. This just went on and on. And she asked me if I was going to college...well, seeing as how my dad spent all of my college money, that won't be happening anytime soon, unless I can bust my butt for money. I called my balling and telling her about all of this shit.
Anyway, to make a very long story short, I'm seriously considering moving to Nashville in January. Don't get me wrong, I love my friends and everything...but I hate high school, I hate my job, and I hate my home life here. And it's not looking like it's getting any better.
I wish it was Friday. *~
I was asked to go to Chicago. Can we leave now?
I made a hair appointment for next Wednesday...I need ideas on what differently I should do, because I'm bored with my hurr.
James is buying a new car. I think.
I bought the 'I Can Make a Mess Like Nobody's Business' CD yesterday. Oh my lord, is it amazing. And, he's playing for FREE on Friday at Vintage Vinyl. You best believe I'll be there. Then, a funnnn night after that. ;-)
I know I have a lot more to talk about, but I can't think. Plus, I still smell like chlorine.
Have a wonderful night <3