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if only i were older, if only i were gorgeousimo, if only.
a sudden realization has just hit me. i don't have a chance. so then why am i still dreaming? hoping that maybe he will realize that I'm the girl. HAHAHA. yeah right. but i guess that will always remain a dream.
and yet...another dissappointment.
i'm afraid that as i move on, i will lose several of my friends along the way. some of them have already been drifting from me and i guess "changed" and become different. well screw that idea, why can't you be yourself? i mean, i am not stupid. why do some have to be so mean?
ahh... at least i will always have my kitties.
a sudden realization has just hit me. i don't have a chance. so then why am i still dreaming? hoping that maybe he will realize that I'm the girl. HAHAHA. yeah right. but i guess that will always remain a dream.
and yet...another dissappointment.
i'm afraid that as i move on, i will lose several of my friends along the way. some of them have already been drifting from me and i guess "changed" and become different. well screw that idea, why can't you be yourself? i mean, i am not stupid. why do some have to be so mean?
ahh... at least i will always have my kitties.