Jan 16, 2010 22:09
my adventures back to south jersey were both productive and destructive. it was hard passing by so many of the towns and houses i lived in. especially the last house my father lived in. i already miss the peacefulness of it all. its funny how i used to run far away from all the people and places down there, but now i wish i could return sometimes. ive been in the midst of a breakdown. i can feel it creeping up on me. i treat my boyfriend awfully most of the time, which he does not deserve. every morning i wake up just wishing to sleep more but at night, i can't keep my eyes shut and body from moving. i take everything for granted.
it was great catching up with some of my friends. going to the bar with derek, scott, steve and dana. hanging out with sage and jenna while i did their hair and sage touched up my feet.
i miss my mom. she is an incredible women and i wish i got to see her more.
katie is still katie. she stole over $200 worth of stuff from me. like i said, katie is still katie.
the one thing i regret is not going to see my father when i had the chance. but that was entirely not my fault.
i suppose i need to look for a job now and schedule my licensing since i graduated... then push on with my life and career. scary.