......kiss me one last time

[catatonic_love]

Oh wow. I'm soooooo excited. Josh will be here in like a day and a half. I can't wait, and then he's staying for two weeks. :). This makes me extremely happy. So anyways, clare left today. We got in a huge fight, and the last time I saw her was friday night. She's gone though. She moved back to England, so I guess I'll talk to her sooner or later. I felt kind of bad at the shore, I felt like catherine was way more interested in megan and her car than me. It was really nice to see her at first, but then it just kind of lost its magic or something. I haven't written in awhile. I went out to california to see josh. His house is insanely gorgeous, and his crazy pool too. Whilst we were out there, we went to venice beach, and to see tsunami bomb, and it was fun, and we played in the ocean together :). I can't wait to see him again. I'm so in love with him. It's been 3 months, and like a week; I'm seriously so in love with him, and its so amazing to know he's always there for me. Leaving me little love messages and what not. He's so cute. I just can't wait to see him on thursday. One more day, of boring work, and I have to go dye mike's hair and pierce his lip, and then I have to go to work......sucks. I'm watching crank yankers....this show is so funny. I hope I get to talk to josh soon. Ooooo my mommy took me bra-shopping tonight, just thought i'd share. I felt the need to get a new bra, being as all of mine are blue or green, I thought there was something wrong with that.........so I bought a burgundy one, a black one, and a white one. Now I feel better. :). Amy told me today that every week I see her I look blah and tired and depressed, and she can't tell whether I'm just really super tired, or whether I'm actually depressed. I have no clue what I am. I think it scared her when she kind of deduced today, that josh is pretty much the only thing that really makes me happy anymore, and my mom said that isn't that great of a thing, but whatever. I'm so happy with him, and I want to spend the rest of my life with him and I hope he feels the exact same way. Well I'm going to attempt to call him again. I'm off. Later gators. :).




ahhhhh kiss for oshy :). I love him so much!

xoxo kate