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i am so, so sick of this feeling.
he's all i want and this has gone on for way, way too long
i feel sick, yet i also feel hopeful
the way he looks at me sometimes, i can only wonder what he's thinking.
the amount of time that this has gone on can be considered a lifetime
i was 10 years old, but i was sure. and i still am sure
you can say that's sad, i don't care but
i'm not the most confident person in the world.
i'm tired of coming home and seeing my mother rubbing her life in my face
i want to feel that way. i'm the sixteen year old, not her.i should be out living the carefree, love-filled life, not her
i deserve it.
i say that and i mean it, i deserve it. so God, if you're ready to throw me a bone here, give me mine. it's my turn now.
he's all i want and this has gone on for way, way too long
i feel sick, yet i also feel hopeful
the way he looks at me sometimes, i can only wonder what he's thinking.
the amount of time that this has gone on can be considered a lifetime
i was 10 years old, but i was sure. and i still am sure
you can say that's sad, i don't care but
i'm not the most confident person in the world.
i'm tired of coming home and seeing my mother rubbing her life in my face
i want to feel that way. i'm the sixteen year old, not her.i should be out living the carefree, love-filled life, not her
i deserve it.
i say that and i mean it, i deserve it. so God, if you're ready to throw me a bone here, give me mine. it's my turn now.