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i just woke up because my blood sugar was 32. i ran downstairs to consume something with sugar in it before i died. fun times being diabetic, mm.
someone remind me why i signed up for the april 1st SAT. i'm locking myself in my room with my SAT book on friday night, and then i have to be at locust valley high school by 7:45 am. ughhhhhhhhh kill me
i don't even have a clue as to where i want to go to college anyway, my mom wants me to go to a state school because my grades suck and we're poor but, i say fuck that. people say i should go to syracuse for my major (Journalism), but i highly doubt i'd get in there anyway. but i don't want to go where people tell me i should go, you know. i want to pick a college based on my own deductions, obviously. i just hope when i take the test, my A.D.D doesn't take over like it did during the PSAT's. my PSAT score was shit, and i know i've made an improvement since then, however i still doubt myself.
[insert regret of not applying myself academically within the entire course of my school career here]
i'm pretty scared is what it is. scared for my future, i want a good life. i want to be able to have a fulfilled, successful life. that's all i want.
let the games begin
someone remind me why i signed up for the april 1st SAT. i'm locking myself in my room with my SAT book on friday night, and then i have to be at locust valley high school by 7:45 am. ughhhhhhhhh kill me
i don't even have a clue as to where i want to go to college anyway, my mom wants me to go to a state school because my grades suck and we're poor but, i say fuck that. people say i should go to syracuse for my major (Journalism), but i highly doubt i'd get in there anyway. but i don't want to go where people tell me i should go, you know. i want to pick a college based on my own deductions, obviously. i just hope when i take the test, my A.D.D doesn't take over like it did during the PSAT's. my PSAT score was shit, and i know i've made an improvement since then, however i still doubt myself.
[insert regret of not applying myself academically within the entire course of my school career here]
i'm pretty scared is what it is. scared for my future, i want a good life. i want to be able to have a fulfilled, successful life. that's all i want.
let the games begin