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I've been up since 8 this morning.....thinking non-stop about everything that's been going on in the past few days.
Not only do I hate thinking this much...I hate being up this early, damnit XD. It's 10AM...I'm usually not up for another three hours >_<.
I'll call her in like half an hour...she's usually up by now...
*sigh* I just want everything to work out. Things have gotten totally out of hand, and I'm going to do my best to put a stop to it.
*wave*
EDIT: Welll............that was interesting.
Talked with Chrispy first. He brought me up to speed on a bunch of things. Apparently he had talked with Marcy and Liz a lot yesterday. He explained to them how I felt that it was unfair and wrong that Marcy was getting involved in my fights, and of course they seemed to agree with him. They won't agree with me when I point it out, but when Chrispy does they do >_>. Must be the Chrispy charm ^^. But since that's done with, saved me the trouble of having to say it again, heh...
So I called Liz. Aiya...she wasn't very happy, naturally. She said she was very unhappy. I asked her if I've made her happy. She agreed. I asked her why she doesn't she want to be happy right now and get back together with me. After discussing, aka I talk mostly and she replies every 5 minutes >_>, I told her that from now on I'm not letting Marcy talk to me like "that" ever again. If she does, I'm just going to ignore her. Cuz everytime I say something back, things just get worse. Marcy...just needs to understand that I don't mind talking about Liz and I's relationship and discussing what might be done...but I WILL NOT sit there and let her say that this is wrong, and I'm wrong, and I'm the worst boyfriend ever and all that shit. I'll listen to advice...I won't tolerate orders though. Guess it's good I never plan on going into the army or anything, eh ^^;;;?
Liz said she saw where I was coming from with that, and she said she understood where I was coming from in that I was upset with her in that she allows and even seems to condone that kinda behavior. I know that Marcy is her own person, but she has no right to get into my fights. I just wish Liz would understand that. Friends are there for advice, not to act as your fuckin guarddog >_>.
Ultimately...for some unknown reason, Liz said she wants us to take a break. She says she has too much going on in her life right now. I begged to differ cuz it's not really her problem...this is mostly between Marcy and I. And I'm willing to forgive and forget everything. I already have for the most part. Liz insisted it is her problem, though it really isn't. All she's doing is running away, or "putting it off until she can deal with it"...aka running away. This problem isn't going to just fix itself. It's only going to get fixed if you tackle it NOW. I just hope Liz realizes that sooner rather than later. I told her I'm not gonna wait around forever though...but I won't give up so easily.
So I guess if ya wanna get real technical, I'm a single man for the time being. *shrugs* Not like I care, I've effectively been acting single for the past two weeks >_>. Oh well, at least I'm used to. *shrugs*
And that's it for now...
Not only do I hate thinking this much...I hate being up this early, damnit XD. It's 10AM...I'm usually not up for another three hours >_<.
I'll call her in like half an hour...she's usually up by now...
*sigh* I just want everything to work out. Things have gotten totally out of hand, and I'm going to do my best to put a stop to it.
*wave*
EDIT: Welll............that was interesting.
Talked with Chrispy first. He brought me up to speed on a bunch of things. Apparently he had talked with Marcy and Liz a lot yesterday. He explained to them how I felt that it was unfair and wrong that Marcy was getting involved in my fights, and of course they seemed to agree with him. They won't agree with me when I point it out, but when Chrispy does they do >_>. Must be the Chrispy charm ^^. But since that's done with, saved me the trouble of having to say it again, heh...
So I called Liz. Aiya...she wasn't very happy, naturally. She said she was very unhappy. I asked her if I've made her happy. She agreed. I asked her why she doesn't she want to be happy right now and get back together with me. After discussing, aka I talk mostly and she replies every 5 minutes >_>, I told her that from now on I'm not letting Marcy talk to me like "that" ever again. If she does, I'm just going to ignore her. Cuz everytime I say something back, things just get worse. Marcy...just needs to understand that I don't mind talking about Liz and I's relationship and discussing what might be done...but I WILL NOT sit there and let her say that this is wrong, and I'm wrong, and I'm the worst boyfriend ever and all that shit. I'll listen to advice...I won't tolerate orders though. Guess it's good I never plan on going into the army or anything, eh ^^;;;?
Liz said she saw where I was coming from with that, and she said she understood where I was coming from in that I was upset with her in that she allows and even seems to condone that kinda behavior. I know that Marcy is her own person, but she has no right to get into my fights. I just wish Liz would understand that. Friends are there for advice, not to act as your fuckin guarddog >_>.
Ultimately...for some unknown reason, Liz said she wants us to take a break. She says she has too much going on in her life right now. I begged to differ cuz it's not really her problem...this is mostly between Marcy and I. And I'm willing to forgive and forget everything. I already have for the most part. Liz insisted it is her problem, though it really isn't. All she's doing is running away, or "putting it off until she can deal with it"...aka running away. This problem isn't going to just fix itself. It's only going to get fixed if you tackle it NOW. I just hope Liz realizes that sooner rather than later. I told her I'm not gonna wait around forever though...but I won't give up so easily.
So I guess if ya wanna get real technical, I'm a single man for the time being. *shrugs* Not like I care, I've effectively been acting single for the past two weeks >_>. Oh well, at least I'm used to. *shrugs*
And that's it for now...