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Well, my plans for moving to Yakima seem to be changing. Nicole still hasn't given me the final word, but it looks like we're both just going to move home and sub. This way we save money on rent and all that. I'm not too sure how I feel about moving home though. This last summer didn't seem to be too bad and I didn't argue with mom as much as I did the first summer after freshman year. So maybe with me having a job and not always being around will help. I still have a few friends in town as well that I can hang out with and my nieces will be much closer! If I move home then I'll probably try to sub in the Vancouver area as well that way I can get my foot in the door so if jobs open up for next year then I'll know some people and I can move to Vancouver. I REALLY don't want to stay in Kelso/Longview though! It's an alright town, just not for me to live!
I'm extremely excited to go see my nephews! I fly out Tuesday and until then I'll be in Portland and Newberg to see my sister, nieces and best friend from high school. I can't wait to get my hands on those baby boys though! Nicole says my whole family is baby crazy. Sad thing is... she's probably right! They're just so cute! :)
I had to say goodbye to a close friend of mine today on the phone. It's almost like I have to act like he's dead cause I can never see or talk to him again. Why are girls so DUMB sometimes?! His girlfriend doesn't trust him enough to let him and I stay friends so she told him to cut off all contact with me. So he did. He called, said that he can't meet with me before he goes to Iraq, and that I won't be getting any more emails or phone calls from him because of her. Now he goes off to Iraq soon and I will have no way of knowing if he's alright. I'm sure he'll come home safely, but it sucks because 2 years from now, I'll be sitting here wondering if he did make him home safely. I'm just so mad at his girlfriend right now for making him do this just so he can stay in a relationship with her! No matter how jealous, suspicious, etc. that I was of my boyfriend and another girl, if I really loved him I would trust him when he tells me that they're just friends! Then at the same time I'm mad and hurt by him for being ready and willing to do that for her. I would never make him choose me over her because he loves her, but at the same time, I'm mad at him for beign a pushover and not standing up for himself and telling her that she just needs to trust him and understand that we're still friends! Girls can be so vicious and guys can be such whimps!
I'm off to take Dad to the airport soon and then spending the night at my sisters. Now I can finally see her in person and cry on her shoulder over things I'm upset about, rather than her trying to comfort me on the phone. I hope you all have a wonderful Christmas if I don't talk to you before then! I might be too busy with those babies! :)
I'm extremely excited to go see my nephews! I fly out Tuesday and until then I'll be in Portland and Newberg to see my sister, nieces and best friend from high school. I can't wait to get my hands on those baby boys though! Nicole says my whole family is baby crazy. Sad thing is... she's probably right! They're just so cute! :)
I had to say goodbye to a close friend of mine today on the phone. It's almost like I have to act like he's dead cause I can never see or talk to him again. Why are girls so DUMB sometimes?! His girlfriend doesn't trust him enough to let him and I stay friends so she told him to cut off all contact with me. So he did. He called, said that he can't meet with me before he goes to Iraq, and that I won't be getting any more emails or phone calls from him because of her. Now he goes off to Iraq soon and I will have no way of knowing if he's alright. I'm sure he'll come home safely, but it sucks because 2 years from now, I'll be sitting here wondering if he did make him home safely. I'm just so mad at his girlfriend right now for making him do this just so he can stay in a relationship with her! No matter how jealous, suspicious, etc. that I was of my boyfriend and another girl, if I really loved him I would trust him when he tells me that they're just friends! Then at the same time I'm mad and hurt by him for being ready and willing to do that for her. I would never make him choose me over her because he loves her, but at the same time, I'm mad at him for beign a pushover and not standing up for himself and telling her that she just needs to trust him and understand that we're still friends! Girls can be so vicious and guys can be such whimps!
I'm off to take Dad to the airport soon and then spending the night at my sisters. Now I can finally see her in person and cry on her shoulder over things I'm upset about, rather than her trying to comfort me on the phone. I hope you all have a wonderful Christmas if I don't talk to you before then! I might be too busy with those babies! :)