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So the weekend was good. Zak's house was AWESOME with the staff! I got a little sun, but the burn went away, then got burned again yesterday, went away (somewhat) and got a little more red again today, but oh well! It's all good! With the help of a lukewarm shower and aloe vera, the burn turns into a tan! :) It's my ritual to get a tan in the spring. I don't tan until I burn.
but yeah, Zak's house... AWESOME! I can't even explain! :) Then when I got back my friend from last year who introduced me to Matt came into town and surprised me so he went with me to Mark's going away party and stayed Sat and Sun night. It was good to see him. A little weird since i haven't seen him since last summer and Matt and I broken up now and he and Matt are best friends. He told me that Matt has a new girlfriend. Not really sure how to take that. Even though i'm the one that broke up with him, it still makes my stomach churn at the thought of it. I didn't ask any more questions cause I didn't really want to know any more. I didn't even want to know that. I dunno... it's just a weird feeling all together knowing he's with someone else when he still wanted to marry me 2 months ago. I dunno. I just feel like everyone around me is in a relationship, or might as well be in one, and I'm left in the dust. It's like no one wants ME... they all want SOMEONE ELSE more perfect, funnier, cuter, etc. I'm just gonna stop now!
Oh! So I got my grade for my Psy test that I studied days for... not so good. I got a C. :( Kinda angry about that. I have never studied so much and I KNEW the info, but the way it was worded totally threw me for a loop! I hate that! I'm gonna have to talk to the prof, cause I REALLY don't want to end up taking this class again! If I can pass this class with a B I'll be happy!
Now I have a paper to write tonight for my stupid Hungary Lady class. I'm not excited about that! Only 4 classes left though so I'll manage! Time to get crackin on that paper! But first! Dinner!