one thing they say in NA is "just for today" As in, just for today don't drink, just for today don't use. Thinking about forever is *completely* overwhelming.
I think you should read up on Buddhism more. . . . .it might help you create your own concept of God you know?
I've been raised a Christian and I have trouble with the all-loving, all-caring God too. My concept of God is that there *is* a higher power. And it is all-powerful and all-knowing. I just. . . .I don't know.
I agree, I see major progress just from your journal entries too. Chylomicron described it better than I could. You've been working really hard, and I hope you can realize how far you've come and what you're capable of, and be proud of yourself. Take care.
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I think you should read up on Buddhism more. . . . .it might help you create your own concept of God you know?
I've been raised a Christian and I have trouble with the all-loving, all-caring God too. My concept of God is that there *is* a higher power. And it is all-powerful and all-knowing. I just. . . .I don't know.
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