anger much
i can't believe it! fuck everyone and everything! i hate you all so much! well, not everyone. those who i hate know who they are. how does anyone expect me to survive this shit? i can't stand it. these last two days have been crap. and the next three won't be much better. especially not tomorrow. i can't stand life! i suppose i'll be expected to be happy and jolly as usual. i'm telling you right now, anyone who attempts to have an actual conversation with me better be ready for screaming and/or tears. these songs are ruined for me now! thanks a bunch! i want to feel loved! i want to feel like i will be sorely missed! call me selfish, call me bitchy, it's true. i don't care! what the fuck am i supposed to be? you can't understand how my past two days have been! i'm dying! ahhhhh!!! God save me! how could i be ok after today? it's crazy that these songs have been so defiled for me. it's ok, i know i'll live. it will be difficult for so long, but i'll make it. fuck life! i'm sick of it and it means nothing. i will live on because i have to and i'm strong enough to. g2g bye.