Hello
Well it's been 2 weeks and 2 days since my uncle passed away.It's really hard sometimes because I kind of forget that he is gone and I think of walking next door to see him and then it hits me like a frate train, fuck,he's gone. It kind of pisses me off that everything has gone back to like it never even happened. My family has seemed to forget about him. I know that that not true but it's just what it seems like. We picked up his ashes last week. I don't like to see the box he is in. it makes me want to cry because it's like this constant reminder that he is gone and I will never see him again. I don't care about all that crap like I will see him when I am dead because I think that's bullshit. But where ever his spirit or soul or whatever is I hope that he is happy and I hope that he knows that I love him. On the other side of life my uncle Pete's birthday is today and Tim's dad's birthday is tomorrow and my mom's is on monday. we are going to the Outback for dinner.
I start field hockey in a week not really looking forward to double days but at least it's only one week this year instead of two.don't feel that this is my last year of high school. It went by so fast. There are a lot of things I regret doing but there was a lot of good things that happened that I would never change for the world. I am looking forward to this year I think that it will be the best that I have had for a long time.
TA TA FOR NOW
see ya later
Cat
I start field hockey in a week not really looking forward to double days but at least it's only one week this year instead of two.don't feel that this is my last year of high school. It went by so fast. There are a lot of things I regret doing but there was a lot of good things that happened that I would never change for the world. I am looking forward to this year I think that it will be the best that I have had for a long time.
TA TA FOR NOW
see ya later
Cat