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[castratingcupid]

Its been so long since I woke up and was happy to open my eyes, looked forward to something. ssdd. I want something new, something pure but it seems like everything around me is toxic sometimes. Feeling like being awake is the real dream where everything starts to seem I dont even remember the right word...surreal. I try to believe I know what I

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[iamvelveeta]

are you going to school?

[castratingcupid]

No, I couldn't seem to leave things behind in maine and when I decided to take classes in lewiston instead of going to montserrat I was told that my college money had been taken out of the account by my mother to pay for a new computer monitor among other things. There are a few colleges in the town I live in now but none that I really have the money to pay for right now. Are you going to school in boston?

[iamvelveeta]

Nope, I'm just working until I've been out of my parents' house for a year. (independent finacial status.) Eventually, I'd like to do some sort of science thing; environmental technology or engineering, biomechanics, something. I'm pretty psyched about where I'm at though, so it's good.

[castratingcupid]

I was really happy when travis told me you had moved to boston and finally left maine. Everyone I talked to never really knew what you were up to other than the period where you were living out of your car and everything with thomas. I've always wanted to move to boston and just experience everything there but with my luck I ended up in kalamazoo michigan :/ In a year or so I'll be somewhere else hopefully closer to the ocean, and further away from lakes full of dead fish that wash up on shore.