Depressed and Relieved Atlast
Last night was probably one of the most roller coaster nights I've had since my life re-started. Let's start by me going to the marlin game and they lost badly 6-1. But atleast the fireworks after the game were beautiful. Then i came home and I could not sleep ....then i started calling people...first i called Noreen and her step dad said she was out with her boyfriend...now i was really depressed, after she said that she would be sad if i ever liked another girl besides her , then she goes out with her new boyfriend...hmm....so I've decided that i won't call or write to her anymore...since she won't either. Which made me really down because she has made me feel really good about myself and then all of a sudden she disappeared! I started calling everyone and it was like 2 A.M. I couldn't call Alli because she was on her way to Africa and I called Nicole but she was so out of it and didn't realize that it was 2 in the morning so something must be wrong. So i hung up with her. Then I called ( but then this morning i realized i dialed the wrong number ) Angie...no answer....then maggie ...no answer.... then i even called my ex girlfriend ....i was so depressed i called her. When she picked up i just said " pretend I never called you " and hung up the phone....then i called an old old friend..becky ...turns out she's engaged....at 17..but w/e it's cool...and I don't care...i just really miss her...then...after she talked to me and made me feel better ....my brother from North Carolina called and we talked for about half an hour until all my worries were gone and he put me to sleep...thanks roy .....i love you...