Frustrated
So many stupid things in one damn day. Let's see ... like three days ago nicole broke up with her boyfriend and then yesterday I went to the movies with her to one of our friends birthday get-together and saw spiderman 2. Luckily she didn't make a move on me cause a) she only wants flings with guys b) she justs got out of a relationship and c)I don't think I'm ready for that yet....yeah we just went and spent good friend time together...and i got to see scott,erin,andrew,andrew,and jared again.....then we went to ali's house and went swimming and we all watched donnie darko although everyone had to go before the end so the only person who ended up seeing the whole thing was andrew. but a few people asked to borrow it. yeah...i'm going to revolutionize about that movie! Then when I came home I really felt like shit and i didn't know who to call so I called Noreen...but she wasn't home so then i called Alli ! Yeah she was the shit , she made me feel tottaly better about things cause we just talked for like half an hour...and now gaby is mad at me ...everything I say she magnifies...i said that i liked her and i liked talking to her ..and i think she thinks i want to go out with her and everything. And at least now....i don't ...this is what i hate about admitting my true feelings...she is all " how can u like me " and "we havent even talked" like i havent told her alot about me ! Well what am i missing gaby...huh....tell me ....cause i've been here with open ears and you tell me things and then u tell me i don't listen to you ...im tired of everyone blaming me ...and then me apologizing and then people continuing to shove it in my face ..and making me feel like the bad person....