It fucking happened again
Jesus Christ. Nothing really ever goes my way. Last year I did my lady MD appt and it came back with an STI. I thought I took fucking care of it. Now I check my results online - and it says contact your MD for treatment. WTF?!? Thats not what I want to hear. If their is an issue I want to know what is going on. I dont want to be told to call my doctor. I want to know so I know what to expect. And more importantly - I don't want to pay for this shit again. I feel like a fucking dirty whore, but I have only had sex with one guy since I got pronounced " clean". I think the results I got back in May were a lie. I really do. Cuz this doesn't make sense. And it leaves me feeling like a dirty whore, which I think i am but everyone says only whore get STIs. And I can't talk to anyone about this. I don't know anyone well enough to talk to about this.