Finished with college - officially have my diploma
No job in my field
Works as a after school "counselor": I've said the strangest things and have heard the weirdest stories in the past three months
Interviewed as a billing specialist for a big company - not in my field, and means staring at a computer for 8 hours a day - good bye eye sight
I'm extremely lonely - I want that guy to look at me with his eyes filled with love - I miss that...jjust the utter feeling a guy is drunk in love with me - I miss it terribly, and I doubt I will feel it in such a long time...
started working out again - its been three weeks and I haven't lost a lb - I know its because of my eating habits
Im trying to work on my eating habits, but it is hard - and im not doing well
Goal: to lost 50lbs by the end of the year - or 20 lbs by my birthday...so far...no weight lost - grrr
On the plus size - body is looking diff than before I worked out
lonely lonely lonely - at least the four year olds I watch give the best hugs