I Would Never Say This To Your Face;

[cassiexleigh]

But I am so, so, so, so jealous of her.
I want to be what she is to you.

I am sorry I am so awkward, so uncool, so stupid.
You would disagree, I know. 
But this is what I see.
This is how I feel.

I wish I could be her.
Just for a minute.
A second.
A heartbeat.