State is off for Christmas break!!!!
Well the Big brother is home for the Christmas break!!!! Do you know what that means....Maybe i'll be alittle happier, I have really missed him this year going up to school. Even that we do fight alot. I do enjoy him being home. I think it will be very nice this time too for the fact I feel i'm all alone right now...So its nice that he will be here for me to talk to. We do spend alot of time together when he's home. But things have changed alot and i'm scared that it won't be like old times. Fact I know it won't be... but we all have to move on and get over it. I have tried to be patient for alot of things but lately i'm getting tired of waiting. Waiting sucks and I'm just like being a bad mood. Anyways we all know how I get down on these late nights...For the fact when people are sleeping I'm up thinking.