There Has to Be Something Better Out there For me then New Baltimore

Dec 08, 2002 23:01

Couple of nights ago I didn't sleep at all...All I could think of is what am i going to do. Am i going to go back to Macomb or get a job and leave in 2 years. I just have this feeling that there is something out in California for me but what i don't know. I will get out there one day and see what it has to offer me. But i'm so confused in this world and all I do now is start problems... I feel all i'm doing lately to my friends is looking hard for all the bad..To have problems with everyone in my life..I think i'm doing this for the fact i'm looking for more reason to hate this place so it's easier to leave this place.. All I know is I go to get the Hell out of Michigan. I try to be there for my friends but sometimes I feel they all think i'm trying to hurt them...why can't everyone hang out with each other....what I hate when i get mad at someone it's all turned around and end up making me feel it's all my fault....So it's fine

Blame it on me it's all my fucking fault.
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