Doctors and stuff

Dec 19, 2007 17:12


Two days of doctors appointments makes for interesting days. I did also have a massage. Somewhere in all this I have over done it. I had a migraine last night. It was not a good thing. I got from both doctors visits that I'm not stretching enough and that I need to be working out more if I can. More for my health than weight loss. I need to get back to doing stuff. I have not done as much as I should, but I need to work on it. It just takes time. I think when the holidays are over it will be nice. It will be easier to walk after that time. I have a long ways to go to get back to where I want to be. The appointments just made me realize just how bad I am and where I need to get to. I came away from Tuesday's appointment hurting. The massage hurt like they do when I have full fibromyalgia. It is not really a happy thing right now.

It was depressing to hear that things are as progress faster this time. I did learn that some meds I took last time are out this time. I have to keep going and it will be okay. I just have to more forward and not get upset. It was upsetting again to hear again that I have to many medical problems for a woman my age.

I watched the Biggest Loser last night. It was interesting to watch the changes those people have made. I had only a little to lose, and I hope that I can do it. I was watching for motivation and I think it just depressed me more than anything. I can do this. I can lose my weight.

I also found out yesterday that my thoughts of skiing wont be happening. It will take two months before I could do that. UGH It was not much of an emotional goodness. It made a horrible downer for me. I have been working on things to make me happy. I was so looking forward to going and now I wont be going.

I have a small meeting tomorrow morning. I'm looking forward to that. It should be good. At least I hope it goes good. I have questions this time for sure. Plus working out some database information and questions. I really like working on that project. It is nice to see something going so well, just once.

I need to start getting ready for the guests that we will be having for the holidays. Some I was expecting, but just not really ready for them. It is hard to just deal with. The cleaning is not as far as I would like it. So I'll have to deal with that.

The snow looks wonderful outside and it is starting to be more like Christmas. I can't believe that we are so close. I am more ready for Christmas now. I just need to clean up and get some minor wrapping done. I have lots left, but it will be done. I have to decide about what we will be having for food and snacks. Plus arranging for when we get together with friends is still up in the air. It will all work out one way or another.

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