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Wow it has been another long time since I updated. Where has the time gone. I've been watching some baseball. We did make it to King Richards Faire on the Sunday before mom left. Mom left on Thursday last week. It has been a long weekend for me. I did catch a few TV shows in the last week.
I'm slightly depressed and just trying to deal. Having mom gone has made some things hard on me. The hardest thing has been that my grandma is in the hospital. She went in at the start of last week with one problem and they found the cause a blood disease (I don't remember the name of it), one that will kill her. There is not really a chance and over the weekend after some blood they were a little hopeful. But after yesterday there are not thinking there is any hope. They are just now talking about when they will remove the machines and just let things go. I cried last night a lot. It was hard. I did get to talk to her on Sunday for just a few minutes. My dad quit his job to go be there, my sister flew in and they are all up with her for the next few days. I would go but lack money and I was asked by grandma not to drag Amelia out there so young. So I'm not going. It is hard on me. I don't expect that grandpa will last much longer after she goes. He is on hopsis (sp). My mom and dad were going to fly out in 3 weeks, but I think it will be delayed for a while longer now.
To add to all this I'm still sick. It appears that this morning I have a fever. UGH. That is not good. I tired to get some sleep yesterday but did not happen. I'm going to try and rest more today. Yesterday was emotionally and physically a hard day.
I'm currently reading Garden Spell and it has been good. Not my normal book to read, but I wanted something different right now.
I guess that is all for now. I have some memes that I need to finish, maybe I'll try for that later today.
I'm slightly depressed and just trying to deal. Having mom gone has made some things hard on me. The hardest thing has been that my grandma is in the hospital. She went in at the start of last week with one problem and they found the cause a blood disease (I don't remember the name of it), one that will kill her. There is not really a chance and over the weekend after some blood they were a little hopeful. But after yesterday there are not thinking there is any hope. They are just now talking about when they will remove the machines and just let things go. I cried last night a lot. It was hard. I did get to talk to her on Sunday for just a few minutes. My dad quit his job to go be there, my sister flew in and they are all up with her for the next few days. I would go but lack money and I was asked by grandma not to drag Amelia out there so young. So I'm not going. It is hard on me. I don't expect that grandpa will last much longer after she goes. He is on hopsis (sp). My mom and dad were going to fly out in 3 weeks, but I think it will be delayed for a while longer now.
To add to all this I'm still sick. It appears that this morning I have a fever. UGH. That is not good. I tired to get some sleep yesterday but did not happen. I'm going to try and rest more today. Yesterday was emotionally and physically a hard day.
I'm currently reading Garden Spell and it has been good. Not my normal book to read, but I wanted something different right now.
I guess that is all for now. I have some memes that I need to finish, maybe I'll try for that later today.